In less than 24 hours, I will be completely done, and if I pass, I will officially be an MS3. I can't wait to show this test what I've got. I've been working my ass off studying for this, and I've sacrificed a lot in the last five weeks, so I really hope it pays off in my score. I have never studied this hard in my life! Not even close... For the past five weeks, I have spent 8-12 hours per day - everyday - hardcore studying, with only three days off. I am really proud of myself. If you know me, you know I'm usually more on the lazy end of the "slacker-gunner spectrum". I never would have thought I could be as disciplined as I have been. I've worked harder than I ever have before, so I really hope I can show that tomorrow on the test.
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On that same note, I am so lucky to have had BF as my study buddy. I swear, he has been one of the only things that has been keeping me sane during this draining time. He even put up with me and made me feel better when I had my little emotional break down the week before my test... (Hey, everyone cracks at one point or another before test day!) BF's test isn't for another week, so I hope I can be there for him and support him in his last few stressful days like he has been there for me.
I'm excited to finally get on with my life after tomorrow. Like I said, I've made a lot of sacrifices in the last five weeks, and I've put a lot of things on hold. I have a running list of things that is titled "To Do After Boards" that just keeps getting longer and longer. It's going to be so weird coming out of hibernation. Everyone says the first couple of days are weird, that you experience a sort of "re-immersion syndrome", getting reacquainted again with real life.
The things I am most looking forward to being able to do again:
- Hanging out with friends/BF, and doing ANYTHING BUT STUDYING
- Catching up on tv
- Taking my time to cook and enjoy the process
Well, wish me luck... I'll take all I can get!